IN FOR LIFE


So yesterday I was sent to go see the owner and tell her what shifts I wanted to work, She has been hiring a lot of new workers and so I have been getting shafted as the fill in girl. I was told by the managers to go stand up for myself and tell her what I wanted. She wasn't in a good mood so I was going to leave the matter alone, the manager took me by the hand and into the office told her I had something to say and walked away.
I was so scared!!!!
Well, as soon as I opened my mouth she jumped at me, saying she heard I wanted to quite.... That I have changed and not for the better, I don't need to stand up for myself... She has been a great boss to me and has bent over backward to give me all the things I ask for ( I never ask her for a thing other then a week off when I was really sick in May).
People keep leaving and demanding things all the time she doesn't need to hear for me....
" Joy you have really changed, and I don't like who you are becoming, you never needed to come to me in the almost two years that you worked here. I will give you what you asked for only because I'm being kind and I hope not to hear from you again!"
I was ready to walk out that door and not look back, HOW DARE SHE!!!!
I have come in sick, with a bum wrist, when my friend passed, days off to fill in at last min. with only a ten min. notice, I haven't had any time off in over ten months other then the days given me and I only had a week off because I was deathly sick.
I quite and she asked me what it would take for me to stay, I told her four days a week and working in the bar, because I make more money over there ( In all the time I worked there I never have had a raise other then when the pay all over Canada went up, and even then she gave it two weeks before saying it was because she valued us. ) Never a christmas party other than for her managers and they all got gifts.
So now I am back to six days a week and she putting me all over the place. I went in to ask her to go back to the trims we agreed upon when I agreed to stay and that is when she jumped all over me.
In the last two weeks I have went to talk to her twice and she thinks I am becoming a bad pushy person.... because I was always to afraid before.
Now I afraid to ever leave... I hate people being mad at me, I know this is only a job and that once I'm out it will no longer bother me but AAAAHHHA!

Sorry... but I just need to vent.