Bad Dreams


Lastnight I had this dream..... I'm in a house with my family and friends and in this house we keep finding pictures of dead women and in their arms lies their dead child.
As time goes on we start to have vissions of how they died and the happy life these familys had but the killer was always hidden. Some of the pictures are from along time ago and then some are from a couple years ago (in this dream).
We then stummble across these pictures about some people we know, but we also know aren't dead....yet.
As the dream starts to unwind I can feel my body growing tense, my teeth clenched, my heart starts to beat faster and faster, I feel like I have been grabbed... I jump up out of bed just to see it was a dream, but I couldn't shake the erie feeling.
I go to the hall and turn on the light to take away a bit of darkness... the light doesn't turn on.
I decied to go to the bathroom, some times having to pee can be a great factor in bad dreams, ( why?) as I finish in the bathroom and head out.... the hall light turns on.... What is going on!!!!! the Wind is making itself knowen, the lights in the house don't like me, and even thought the house is full of sleeping people, I feel all alone.
I try never to watch anything I might find scarry so that it doesn't go into my dreams, I even stop watching CSI ( I loved CSI). So it couldn't be from what I had watched last night.

I get a call from my friend I go to the gym with to tell me she's not going to the gym today, she wants to sleep longer for she had a bad dream and woke up crying, I asked her a while ago what she does when she has a bad dream living on her own, She told me she doesn't get them. So weird to hear she had one last night also, for hardly ever getting them.

Loco

For those of you who think me to be some what smart, do not read on...

Tonight some friends of mine were teasing me about my ablity to flirt or lack there of. They told me I have three style's of flirting.

1) A cute guys looks over at me and I will either

a) frown
b) look away and act not interested
c) stare back with a blank look on my face
d) and once in a blue moon ( if he is close enough) say "HI!" in an overly friendly voice

2) I will be overly friendly and flirty

a) put my foot in my mouth
b) not stop talking

and number...
3) If the guy shows any interest.. I stop the conversation before he can get to the asking me out part.

Now I serve three different hot men whom I have come to know as ... Mr. Ice tea (for he always drinks ice tea) , Mr. Z ( from New Zealand... I can't spell) and Hot Curtis from ford ( I only know his name because he gave it to me the first time we met.
I guess I have four problems this being my main one. Now I can talk to all these guys ( I think ok and people would say otherwise) but my big problem is I don't ask the everyday questions most girls would ask.
I can ask them where they work, what sports they like, where they moved from, why they came to Cold Lake... but things like whats your name, how old are you? ( ones they ask me however, I don't ask in return)

Mr. Ice tea -I have served for nine months and each time he gets me to be his waitress, ( he even tiped me once when I wasn't even serving him!) He came in alone for the longest time and then he started to bring in a friend with him after four months ( mr. pepsi), it took his friend to introduce themselvesto me, for he said it was time I knew their real names and not just to go by drinks ( of couse I had told them what I had nicknamed them hoping they would tell me... it took a month) he goes on to tell me it was Mr. Ice tea's birthday the next day... you would think I would ask him ..."How old are you turning?".. but not this girl, I say " Well I hope you have a great day and you don't have to work". They tell me another time that they went looking for me in the bar one night, "Oh, I don't go to the bar.. maybe thats why you couldn't find me", " but you work in one", "Well then you went to the wrong place". What is wrong with me!!! Mr. Pepsi even tells me when Mr. Ice Tea is out of town without me asking.

Curtis from ford: ( I have talk to off and on since July, when he comes in for pick up) I go to get my car fix ( at ford of course) and he comes over to talk to me, then has to go after ten min. to finish a deal with this older man. A little later he came looking for me and asks if we can talk, I say " yes" and after only a minute after he asks my age (I tell him) and right away my car comes up, I say " Oh there's my car, got to go " and walk away, even though I had nothing to do that day.(?)

Mr.Z- I walking past him and he is on the phone.. smiles at me and whispers "hi" I say hi and walk on, a little bit later I am taking water to fill up a tables drinks and as I walk by again he asks to have a top up. ( he had less then an inch of water out of his glass) He starts to talk to me, and somehow we get on the conversation of travel and where I have been and he has been. Then he asks how old I am and says I must be ready to find a man and settle down. His food comes and I say I should let him eat and walk away. ( I was told later on, I should have said yes as if he was asking me to marry him, or ask if it was an offer, when he said I must be ready to settle down. That would have been funny or cute... but not this girl)

Drama, Drama, Drama!!

there you go mrs. glubish